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The Fine Art of Surfacing

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this is Joanofarc signing out of Bob fantasy......

 

i'm glad to say that at 45 years old i am getting over my bob fantasy........ even though the school girl type infatuation didnt start til my thirties lol......

 

i have come to realise that the connection i feel is more likely down to my being slightly weird, obsessive and addictive nature....... and moreover, the sad lack of a certain something in my, what has been, a dull boring existence in some respects, lol.

 

so bob, this is a bit of a dear john letter in that the 'connection' between us is coming to an end......... and becoming, shall we say, defunct. (as one sided as the reality was lol)

 

however as the connection becomes defunct, a part of me becomes less defunct....... a part of me has started to feel freeer..... not, i hasten to add, because of what i am leaving behind but more because of what i am going towards........ yes.... a life.  a real life....... not an imagined one.  

thank you bob for being a dream......... a bit of escapism...... from a sense that there was noone i could feel for in the way that i wanted to feel for someone......

but, things do run their natural course....................  c'est la vie.............. 

so, being my attention seeking self (at times) i shall say goodbye to fantasy bob........ publically lol

i will however, be in london, which i guess may well be the last time i see bob in the flesh........ but i'm not trapsing round the country or the globe for that matter..... i'll maybe watch it all on youtube or on here.......

so bob, thanks for the dream....... and in them while sleeping you literally were..... 

i may be bonkers, a pain in the arse even according to derekthedane lol, but..... i enjoy being bonkers....... so there

 

cya'll at the roundhouse

 

:D

 

 

god i must be bored........

 

 

 

 



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The Fine Art of Surfacing

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ive just dumped bob

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Aahh Joan, you've made me feel all emotional now! But you were far too good for him anyway!

And there's nothing wrong with being bonkers But really I think what you've said is very intelligent and perceptive - your words and sentiments really reached me ... Oh god, you've got me going now! See you at the roundhouse anyway xx

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I like bonkers . See you at the Roundhouse.

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lol i love you all too.... (to Lisa and Jules anyway) now i know what bob feels like :)

Suss, i may of been a lunatic over Bob but its actually you i feel sorry for, never knowing how it feels to totally adore and have all consuming love for a hero such as Sir Bob. (although you did look like you were getting pretty close to Gary Roberts in pics of Wes's bday party haha plus even a little deluded into thinking you were capable of being a pop star on stage lolol hmmm speaking of fantasies.... Suss!!! and i AM jealous!)

so....... ROUNDHOUSE...... BRING IT ON!!!!! YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!





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